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I Feel Like I’m Missing Something In Life…it Kind Of Gives Me Anxiety? I’m 14.(boy)
I feel like I’m missing something. It’s not totally this feeling only, but only a little. I feel like I do the same thing everyday, but I feel even in I climbed Mt. Everest, joined some sports team or something, I still wouldn’t be satisfied. My dream is to become a business man, and move to a wealthy neighborhood. I know it sounds like I love money, but I don’t. I just don’t wanna struggle with bills and being at a store and worrying about spending too much. I don’t know why, but that makes me mad.
but sometimes, even thinking about me achieving that doesn’t make me happy. Nothing I think of makes me happy. I feel kind of empty. My parents don’t ignore me if you’re thinking that. I don’t know.
I sometimes get nervous or anxiety about it. I think of killing myself because…I can’t explain it. I don’t know why I feel like this. It’s not all the time, only sometimes. I’m not gonna kill myself, but I think about it. But yeah, I’m not gonna kill myself. I have wanted to, but it was when I had depression for like 2 months(when I was 12…and nothing happened. I just felt like that all of a sudden. This weird feeling that I didn’t like that kept getting worse).